Yes, you know who you are. I am glad that we created all of those memories when we did because now you are a completely different person who is on a fast downhill spiral. Those memories gave me a laugh and most importantly a smile when I needed it but now I am fine without you.
I was always there for you when you needed me and you replaced me with alcohol and partying with new friends. I hope that good time is worth it. I hope that you are having a great time without you because I am just the dust in your review mirror now. You changed into the person we always said we would never become and now you are all alone.
We used to sit on your bedroom floor and paint our nails and do our hair just to take goofy pictures. We used to play video games with your little brother and we used to laugh so hard we would pee our pants. Sadly, those times came to a close when you chose UV Blue over your best friend. I hope the alcohol is worth it.
All of those laughs and jokes and time spent at church worshipping have come to a close. All of those pictures I had of us on my wall have now made their way into the trash where our memories can no longer affect me. All of the birthday presents and gifts have found a new home because I do not want any memory of you.
You were supposed to always be there for me because that was our promise to each other. Instead though, you go out every Friday night while I sit at home thinking of all the times that we spent together. You always said you would never become the girl who drinks so much she has a hangover at church the next morning and guess what, you are that girl now.
I am glad that we went separate ways because I am not what you are. I am fine without you and I may be sad sometimes but I am definitely not wasted laying on the bathroom floor of a strangers house. Oh well, it's your loss and I hope you get your life together and you turn out okay because no matter what I am still rooting for you.
You chose alcohol and partying over me but that is okay because I am so much better without you my ex best friend.
