An Image Scarred In My Mind
Start writing a post
Politics and Activism

An Image Scarred In My Mind

It could be anytime, anywhere, by anyone.

5
An Image Scarred In My Mind
STL Today

I know what you’re thinking, here’s yet another article talking about gun control. Here’s another debrief on one of the deadliest mass shootings in our country. Well, place your assumptions aside. I won’t preach my views on gun control. I won’t even try and scrutinize Omar Mateen’s motives. I’m here to tell you about an image scarred in my mind, why I can’t forget it, and why it matters.

On my recent trip to Florida, I got the opportunity to experience new things — whether it was taste-testing Coca-Cola from around the world or seeing the most beautiful sunset — I am grateful for it all. What I didn’t expect, however, was to see the Pulse nightclub in person. The whole encounter probably lasted a total of two minutes, but those are 120 seconds I won’t ever forget.

I spent the day wandering the streets of Disney Springs and was on my way to Florida’s biggest McDonald’s (it’s not every day that you get to see them serve pizza with a fully decked arcade). After an entire day sporting my lion mane due to the humidity, the rain finally started to pick up. We got into the van as fast as possible, hoping to avoid being caught in a storm. While driving back, my uncle mentioned how we would be crossing paths with the nightclub. At first, I didn’t understand what he was referencing, but then I understood. Right. The Pulsenightclub.

To be honest, I didn’t know what to expect. It was dark, it was raining, and I was about to see a place where 49 beautiful lives were wrongly stolen. I half expected to only see yellow caution tape, but what I saw was much more beautiful. The fence was covered in memorabilia. So much so that it hardly looked like a fence anymore. Vibrant flowers and numerous flags were scattered around. Colorful banners and posters screaming “Orlando Strong” and “Love is Love” were clearly visible despite the darkness of the night. Like they say — even in times of darkness, there is light.

Two police cars surrounded the club entrance on both sides. Other cars were pulled up to the curb, taking in the memorabilia. The shooting occurred on June 12, but I could easily tell this is still a fresh wound. The Pride Flag still soars on buildings off the highway. I have passed by countless people that are sporting T-shirts that boldly encourage “More Love, Less Hate.” Orlando is still grieving. All of United States is shaken, confused. There is a fire station across the street. An emergency hospital is located a couple blocks down from the club. Despite this, it happened. Despite all the previous shootings and mass murders we’ve seen, the deadliest attack since 9/11 still took place in 2016. Every attack we say “never again” but it still occurs. We have come to expect, unfortunately — that it could be anytime, anywhere, by anyone.

Like I promised, I won’t throw my opinions of gun control and my debrief on a mass murderer at you. Not because my opinions aren’t strong or rational, but because I don’t want to add more fuel to Omar Mateen’s name when I could be remembering 49 others. Instead of asking why he did it, look at who he affected. Those two minutes as a passerby seared an image into my mind that I can’t shake, nor do I want to. It allowed me to realize how real and common bigotry, hate and violence have actually become. Even then, seeing the Pulse nightclub in person reinforced my faith in humanity. The beautiful memorabilia didn’t happen on its own — actual people brought flowers, hung bold banners and made posters. There are 7.4 billion people in the world. Don’t let one bad seed discredit the 10 greater individuals around you.

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
the beatles
Wikipedia Commons

For as long as I can remember, I have been listening to The Beatles. Every year, my mom would appropriately blast “Birthday” on anyone’s birthday. I knew all of the words to “Back In The U.S.S.R” by the time I was 5 (Even though I had no idea what or where the U.S.S.R was). I grew up with John, Paul, George, and Ringo instead Justin, JC, Joey, Chris and Lance (I had to google N*SYNC to remember their names). The highlight of my short life was Paul McCartney in concert twice. I’m not someone to “fangirl” but those days I fangirled hard. The music of The Beatles has gotten me through everything. Their songs have brought me more joy, peace, and comfort. I can listen to them in any situation and find what I need. Here are the best lyrics from The Beatles for every and any occasion.

Keep Reading...Show less
Being Invisible The Best Super Power

The best superpower ever? Being invisible of course. Imagine just being able to go from seen to unseen on a dime. Who wouldn't want to have the opportunity to be invisible? Superman and Batman have nothing on being invisible with their superhero abilities. Here are some things that you could do while being invisible, because being invisible can benefit your social life too.

Keep Reading...Show less
houses under green sky
Photo by Alev Takil on Unsplash

Small towns certainly have their pros and cons. Many people who grow up in small towns find themselves counting the days until they get to escape their roots and plant new ones in bigger, "better" places. And that's fine. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought those same thoughts before too. We all have, but they say it's important to remember where you came from. When I think about where I come from, I can't help having an overwhelming feeling of gratitude for my roots. Being from a small town has taught me so many important lessons that I will carry with me for the rest of my life.

Keep Reading...Show less
​a woman sitting at a table having a coffee
nappy.co

I can't say "thank you" enough to express how grateful I am for you coming into my life. You have made such a huge impact on my life. I would not be the person I am today without you and I know that you will keep inspiring me to become an even better version of myself.

Keep Reading...Show less
Student Life

Waitlisted for a College Class? Here's What to Do!

Dealing with the inevitable realities of college life.

112057
college students waiting in a long line in the hallway
StableDiffusion

Course registration at college can be a big hassle and is almost never talked about. Classes you want to take fill up before you get a chance to register. You might change your mind about a class you want to take and must struggle to find another class to fit in the same time period. You also have to make sure no classes clash by time. Like I said, it's a big hassle.

This semester, I was waitlisted for two classes. Most people in this situation, especially first years, freak out because they don't know what to do. Here is what you should do when this happens.

Keep Reading...Show less

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments