Journalism is a field that requires constant social interaction along with communication. It is a job that demands for a person to be interactive, ask the tough questions and speak to strangers. All of those aspects of the field can be difficult for someone like me. Someone who is a self-proclaimed introvert.
My heart stops whenever I get asked to set up an interview and I get major anxiety when I attend a large event. I’d rather be in my house away from everyone. Why, then, did I become a journalism major? There is something exciting about telling a story. It’s interesting to learn about another person’s life or an event that impacts the world. I find it an honor to be able to write about such things because it brings me happiness to know that I have the power to speak about certain happenings in the world because I have the knowledge.
Even though journalism provides me with amazing opportunities, I still struggle to deal with some of the things I have to do.
1. Covering a large event can feel like the worst nightmare.
Attending a huge event to cover it is draining and feels claustrophobic. There’s too many people moving around at once and it’s just insane!
2. Almost having a heart attack when you have to make phone calls to set up interviews
This is possibly the worst nerve-wracking thing about being an introverted journalist. So many questions run through your head. What if they’re mean? What if they say no? I hope they don’t answer.
3. Speaking to numerous people to get information
I am terrified whenever I have to speak to more than two people to get the amount of information I need. I know I need to have multiple sources to have an accurate story, but it’s almost like it takes a toll on my soul when I have to.
4. Speaking in public
Of course most journalists don't know the meaning of shy because they need to speak to the public all the time, but for people like me it is a difficult task that should only be done when truly necessary.
5. Networking makes you cringe
A major part of not only journalism, but also life is about networking. It's all about the contacts you have. The more people you speak to the more information you'll have for a story. When I hear the word "networking", it sends shivers down my spine and I begin to breathe heavily. Why can't I just ask the same two people I asked last time?
Although journalism does present its challenges, I cannot see myself doing anything else. I don't think I'll ever get over these fears, but I wouldn't want it any other way. I do it because I have a natural curiosity about the world and the people in it. I do it because I'm a good listener and I can pick up on minuscule details. Most people open up much easier to others who will listen to what they have to say. That's what I am here for.
