If you've seen every season of Grey's Anatomy then there is no doubt you've cried at least once. For some reason we continue watching episodes even with the amount of times we have cried uncontrollably. I guess we've learned how to "dance it out" whenever something bad happens rather than just sitting on our couch sobbing. That may be the case, but here are 18 times we just couldn't do that.

1. When Addison showed up and ruined Meredith and Derek.

2. Then Meredith spilled her love for Derek.

3. The homemade bomb.

4. When Denny died just hours after proposing to Izzie.

5. When Burke left Cristina at the altar.

6. That day when Meredith gave up.

7. When Meredith figures out John Doe is actually George and then he appears on the other side of the elevator and we realize he’s dead.

8. When Arizona smashed into a stopped trailer and Callie went through the windshield.

9. When Derek was shot.

10. And Alex too.

11. Then Cristina tried to save Derek’s life while the gunman held a gun to her head.

12. Can’t forget the plane crash where Lexi died.

13. And then of course Mark’s death shortly after.

14. During Bailey’s wedding Webber’s wife died and he didn’t want to upset Bailey so he didn’t say anything and him and Meredith just cried together in a corner.

15. When Jackson saved the little girl from a bus the second it exploded and in that moment April definitely realized she loved him, not her fiancé Matthew.

16. And then April lost her baby.

17. When Cristina left for Switzerland and her and Mer had one last “dance it out.”

18. When Derek saved those people in a car accident and then gets hit by a semi-truck and dies from something he knew how to fix but the doctors working on him did everything wrong (oh the irony).