Grey's Anatomy is, without a doubt, the most wonderful and terrible show that exists. Shonda Rhimes loves to play with our emotions. Without a doubt, every time we love a character something happens which will make everyone cry.

1. When Burke Left Cristina

Let's be for real, all of our hearts broke when Burke left Cristina at the alter. The part that made it worse was that the hard exterior that Cristina always showed just cracked.

2. When Mark cried for Lexie after the plane crash

Okay Lexie dying was bad enough, but when Mark confessed his love after she died, it completely broke my heart.

3. When George died.

Do I even have to explain? He was the first of the originals to leave the show in some way and dying was the worst way to do it.

4. Cristina's ectopic pregnancy and miscarriage.

Seeing Cristina completely break because of losing a baby she didn't want hit us all in the feels... Maybe she and Owen would have lasted if she'd had the baby (or maybe Burke wouldn't have left).

5. The entire musical episode

I get chills every time I hear "The Story" at the end of this episode. Callie having to go through everything in this episode just broke my heart and I remember vowing to stop watching the show if she ended up dying.

6. When Adele died during Bailey's wedding.

This needs no explanation.

7. When Callie lost custody of Sophia.

Sophia was the only thing Callie had left of Mark so I bawled when she lost custody.

8. When Derek Died.

It was more that he died in a way that he could have fixed if he hadn't been the patient, that made it terrible.

9. When Cristina left.

Cristina is my spirit animal. I cried for a week when she left the show.

10. When Mark died.

Mark's death hit me the hardest of all of the deaths on the show. He may not have always been the good guy but he was an amazing father and an amazing friend to Callie. I still cry every time I see the episode where he dies.

We are a very emotional group in Shondaland and she clearly loves that. With the first episode of season 13 being "undo," I really want all of these deaths to have never happened and I want the hilarious group of individuals who made up this show for so many years to come back. Overall, I just want to stop being sad every time I re-watch this amazingly tragic show.