A phrase I know all too well,
A phrase that cuts deeper than Excalibur.
A phrase that so many of the opposite sex have said to swerve that friend that has a good personality.
you will tell her:
"I've always liked you"
She will say
"I'm sorry"
"I didn't mean to lead you on"
"you should've known"
"you know I like..."
like a chump you eat it up, you say;
"Yeah I understand"
"Can we still be friends"
"Psych, I got you"
all your responses said in shame,
embarrassment,
spite,
sadness.
this cycle I know all too well,
and each time I feel as though I don't handle it correctly.
I've ignored one,
still friends with the other,
hate the other one,
the other other word one hates me.
I've wondered if I should stop caring,
or start trying to get with men.





















