I did everything for you.

I let you see every part of me. I shared my secrets with you. I opened up to you. I loved you with every piece of me.

I would have given up everything for you.

I gave you 3 years of my life and all you did was break me. You left me up at 2 A.M. crying so hard I could barely breathe. I thought I was going to pass out so many times because I couldn’t seem to get enough air in my lungs.

You’re the reason for all of those sleepless nights.

You’re the reason I don’t trust.

You took every bit of love I had out of me.

I was the most loving and selfless person ever and then you came around and broke me.

You made me feel so undeserving of your love but in reality, you were undeserving of my love. I had so much to give and you never gave anything back.

You’re the reason why I will struggle to believe in love.

You broke my heart into a million tiny pieces and I’m still trying to put it back together but I know now that you can’t fix it.

The same person who broke your heart can’t fix it.

I have to fix it.

I have to be my own hero and fix my broken heart on my own.

I’ve wanted to run back to you and let you put the pieces together again but it’s only temporary. Nothing has changed.

Maybe when something changes and you have a wake-up call we can be together again.

Sadly, I don't see that happening.

You're so stubborn and it's so hard for you to admit your wrong.

I hope that you learn to be selfless.

I hope you learn to love without limits because if you do, we could have that future we talked about for nights on end.

This wouldn't be for nothing.

I know I deserve love, and this is not love.

Love does not leave you a crying mess at 2 A.M. It doesn’t leave you crying yourself to sleep wondering what you did that was so wrong.

Love does not leave you in pieces, struggling to put yourself back together.

I didn’t deserve to be broken down into nothing. I didn’t deserve to cry myself to sleep all of those nights.

How are you okay with making someone feel like this?

Love does not do this to a person.

You never deserved my heart.

So the next time, I’ll be much more careful with it.

I hope you learn to fix whatever makes you think it’s okay to treat someone like this.

But until then, I hope your heart hurts just as much as mine.

I think I'll always love you.

I'll probably always secretly hope for you to do some big grand gesture like you see in the movies. I think you did love me, you just don't know how to show it. I deserve someone that knows what they have and appreciates it while they have it, not after they've lost it.

You only ever appreciated me after I was gone, that's the immature side of you.

I'll search for you in every guy I'm with; I'll find anything wrong with them simply because they're not you.

In all honesty, I might even still hold out hope that you'll change and be the guy I deserve.

I hope that one day there's a part of me that doesn't crave you and crave to be with you.

I know that I was worth it and that I deserve better. That's why I had to leave.

I'm sure you'll spend as many nights out as you can, trying your hardest not to think about me but at some point, everyone has to look at themselves in the mirror and be honest.

I love you, always but I have to love myself too..