To the one that has my heart and doesn't know,
From the day I first met you something seemed very different. I didn't have a single clue in that moment that not long after that my heart would skip every time I saw you. You got my number and that's when the instant connection started. We found out we both love the way certain music sounds, we have the same "favorites" in almost every subject, love the way the air feels when fall transitions into winter and have an odd love for chicken nuggets and for some reason we love them more after midnight. I think it's cute how you always get medium fries and a chocolate shake then ask me if I "wanna share?". I love how we both eat skittles like our lives depended on it.
Everyday you surprise me with something different I like about you. And don't even get me started with the way you smile. I swear on my life it melts me every time. You don't see it but when you're talking I look at you and smile. It's like no matter what you're talking about I want to listen. Right now we're just friends and I don't know if we'll stay that way or ever be more but as of this moment you already have my heart. Things are confusing right now. I don't know if you'll ever see me as more but I can hope.
I'm a firm beleiver in "things happen for a reason." I just keep telling myself if God meant for you to be mine then in good time you would be. One of the best things about life is having the opportunity to meet new people everyday. But not everyone we come across has the potential to be such a huge part of our life. Before I met you I had no idea it was even possible to be so genuinely interested in another person. I want to know everything about you. Every heartbreak, every great, and not so great moment of importance that you experienced. I won't call it love because I don't "love" you. But I do miss you when you're gone, and when you're right beside me I feel secure. You make my heart feel calm when I can't even think straight. You have my heart and don't even know.