Warning: below this warning is probably the most sappy, lovey-dovey love letter ever. If you’re a "Grey’s" fan who enjoys cute relationships then this is definitely the article for you to read. Ready for the most mushy-gushy love letter ever? Then carry on and read until your heart is content

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Dear Bailey...

I knew from the moment I first noticed you that there was something special about you.

We first met in our U.S. History class. You had such a friendly demeanor and were naturally easy to get along with. I feel like we easily clicked, and I enjoyed that with you. We weren’t close at first, but I kept persistently messaging you hoping to become closer to you. And I did. While we were friends, we had so many memorable moments. You know from that first time you hang out with someone, and it’s not actually awkward? You get along quick and easily bond with them. Yeah, that was you and I. From our crazy adventures from when we first hung out to you coming over around Christmas to make homemade ornaments with to even us rushing from G to lower A at school, I knew you were sure something special. As time flew by, we slowly grew on each other and could easily be considered best friends. You were my best friend, even from the beginning. We didn’t realize it then, but there was no “that awkward moment when” between us. We clicked like two peas in a pod. And that was our start to such an amazing relationship now.

…Look, I’m not good at talking my feelings out. I’m sometimes emotionally distant, and that’s not your fault by any means. I over think situations and it rips me up from the inside the ideas that I think of. And I take that out on you, and I’m sorry. I sometimes treat you like a punching bag, and that’s not what you are to me. You are a great guy, and I’m not saying that loosely. You are the most pure, amazing guy I have ever met. There’s nothing dark about you. You’re someone who is free of demons and tear away everyone and anyone you love from those demons. Because that’s what you are, you’re a healer Bailey. You heal people from that amazing positive attitude you have on life. Because of you, I look forward to my future. Before I met you, I was so scared. But you pulled me away from that, making me feel safe and secure
It kind of hit me you know. When we were watching "Grey’s" and Izzie was standing there while Alex said how he didn’t want to do it without her. Or that man who loved his wife so much that when she died he took out his anger. It made me realize, I don’t want to do this without you Bailey. The thought of losing you terrifies me. I don’t think I could do it without you. And that made me realize that I’m deeply in love with you. I love you Bailey, and not just some puppy love. The type of love I feel for you is deep. The type of love that I hurt when you hurt. The type of love that secretly enjoys hearing you talk about something passionately The type of love that I love the way your eyes light up when you feel accomplished. The type of love when sometimes I ache when you’re not by my

side. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. When our friend said he was going to propose to his girlfriend I realized that I wanted that to be you and I. I wanted to be the girl you promise yourself to. I want to be the girl who takes care of you when you’re feeling sick or the girl that makes your lunch for work the next day. I want to be the girl who writes you cute love notes and sticks them to the fridge. I want to be that girl who has the honor to call you mine. Because that’s what it is, an honor to be loved by someone as pure as you. You are the perfect boyfriend. You don’t look at other girls, you truly only see me. You love me when I feel I’m at my worst. You see me for myself, looking past everything as shallow as looks. You love me for so much more than what most guys have ever shown me. You love me for my mind and myself. You love every inch of me, even if I don’t love all of it myself. I know I said you don’t do the small things I want you to. But you do do the small things, in your own way of showing me you love me. You’re the type of guy who doesn’t force me to go out in public because I have days where I can’t be around people. You’re the type of guy who makes sure I’m on the opposite side of you when we’re walking down a busy street. You’re the type of guy who loves your video games, and I know it takes a several hours to do what you’re doing. But you’re willing to get off just to love on me. You’re the type of guy who gives me the bigger piece of cookie dough. You’re the type of guy who is patient with me, despite all my mood swings and temperament and puts up with it without any negative retaliation toward me. You are so careful and take care of me better than anyone else ever would be able to. You do everything and anything for me. And you know what that made me realize? We are perfect for each other. We both bring out the confidence in each other. We both bring out the good. I’m convinced you are my soulmate because I have never been more sure in my life about anyone else. But I am sure with you. So Bailey, I promise myself to you. My whole self. Every part of me, every part that everyone else sees and every part you only see. I want to be marred to you one day. But for now, I promise to love you like there’s no tomorrow. I promise to walk with you through anything and

help you grow to be something bigger. I promise I will be your number one fan through until the end. Just one pinkie promise away, and I can promise to be the one for you, for as long as you keep being the one for me.

"I look at you and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes."

— (Unknown)