The bathroom consisted of a tarp tied between two trees.
When Katelyn Haruko Schmisseur used it, she made eye contact with a staff member. She squatted, they stared. A requirement of her wilderness therapy program, they told her.
Because of her eating disorder, a staff member was with her at all times almost the entire length of her stay in the Utah desert.
A bucket lined with a biohazard bag acted as a receptacle for solid waste. As the weather got warmer, the smell got stronger. The flies were incessant.
With only one roll of toilet paper a week to be split among 10 people, Katelyn would resort to cleaning herself with sticks and leaves.
"It was just so nasty," she says. "They didn't care. ... (It was) just another form of dehumanizing you and taking away your dignity."
She was 16 when she first arrived with only a few items, all stuffed into a 40-pound backpack.
The first activity? A grueling 3-mile hike.













