Do you ever wonder why someone came into your life? Do you think that maybe fate brought you two together or just coincidences?

I have met a lot of people and amongst them I try to figure out why I’ve met them. Recently I met a person and we are very similar in experiences and thoughts and I can’t help but question whether we met for a reason. We’ve been through similar situations in life and we think abut things the same way.

There are things that are keeping us both intrigued and there’s also things that keep us apart. For example, he has another person in his life currently so I cannot decide if we met to show me someone that has similarities to me, or because he was put in my path for a reason. The connection is mutual but the timing puts us in a tricky place.

I can’t exactly figure out whether our timing is wrong and that's why this can’t work or maybe it isn't supposed to work at all. I feel bad for him because this situation isn’t exactly ideal to put someone in especially if they are with someone. I believe that people come in your life for a reason and you have connections with people for a purpose and hopefully time shows us why we are in each other’s way.

Part of me wants to believe that we were put in each other’s way because we were meant for each other but that is just so crazy to think about. The fact that somebody came in my life out of nowhere and we exchanged numbers just to talk about an exam is outrageous. I was reconsidering my major and I ended up in this class with him. So many signs point to him and it is one of the fist times in my life that I feel like he is here for a reason.

When we talk I feel whole but I shouldn’t because he has someone else. I would say I miss him but that is unfair because he is not even mine to miss.

Learning who is meant to be in my life and learning who isn’t meant to be is definitely something I am working on. People come and go and learning who is right and wrong is a huge issue I’m struggling with.