So yes I know we are only 2 weeks into school but I feel like I'm struggling more than I should be. To be fair I haven't really done school work in like 6 months but that's also not my fault. Thanks Covid…
Alright so honestly I was excited for school to start this year. It is something that I actually enjoy. I have been excited for college all senior year and then it just kind of ended abruptly so then I was even more excited for college. Although it's not going how I imagined it would. I feel like I have so much work to do in all of my classes and just no time to do it. I also have a job that I work in the evenings so after school most days I go to work and then I can't work on my school work for very long.
I understand the whole mask thing and I am 100% okay with that. It's just a lot different then high school. For most of my classes my work is done online. One class is basically completely online, one I go in person one day a week and online the other 2. One class my professor is not doing anything online so no one can really afford to miss that class and he doesn't want anyone to miss and I go 3 days a week. I'm pretty sure being there is worth points but I could be wrong about that.
I would completely understand if the school made everyone go online because of the amount of Covid cases but at the same time I do not really want that to happen. I got my senior year taken away from me and I don't want my freshman year to be the same. I am in one class that I just can't do online and it's something that I really enjoy and that also got taken away from me my senior year and I didn't get to enjoy my last moments so I continued in college and I just want to experience it again.
Even though I am struggling a little I believe in myself and I'm still so excited for what this year will bring.