Life happens, whether we like it or not. Everything in life happens for a reason. I also know that god is taking care me every step of the way. He has a plan for me; if I get off that plan, he will guide me in the right direction. I love my god, and he loves me. However, I know my man is out there. I am a true believer in love. Love, to me, is a deep feeling for someone or something. It is at the point where you don't know if you can live without it.

And don't get me wrong, I have had some great relationships. Ones, at the time, I thought were going to last forever. I've been in two serious relationships. I regret nothing from either relationship. But I'm also not mad about either of our relationship ending. I learned a lot about myself throughout those relationships. More importantly, I learned what I need out of a healthy relationship.

I need to trust you. This is so important. If I feel like I can not trust you, that's a really bad sign. However, we both need to be able to do our own thing. In relationships, you should be able to go out with you buddies. I want to be able to go out with my girlfriends. But you need to trust me and I need to trust you. Trust is the heart of all relationships.

Don't even think about cheating on me. I have had my heartbroken twice because of cheating. I have learned throughout my relationships one thing: If you are even attracted to another woman more than me or to the point you would act on it, just break up with me. I do not want to be strung along. If you're going to be with me, I am going to be the only person you are with. It's not that hard. Cheating connects to a lot of really bad relationship traits lust and lying. But here is your out; instead of cheating on me, just break up with me.

I want to be able to talk to you about anything and everything. I not only want you to be my boyfriend but I want you to be my best friend. We need to make memories that will take us further in our relationship. Ones that will bring us together; but also help us learn about one another.I have a big heart. I'm not afraid to love and be loved. I will go out of the way to make you happy and brighten your day. I want to hear you rant about how difficult your day was. I want to hear about your favorite childhood memory. I want it all.

Don't hold back because I won't. I can't. I can't hold back when it comes to love. So don't be overwhelmed by my love, try and embraces it. So to the boy that is out there for me, there are a couple of things you can do to win me over: Take me to the beach, eat endless amounts of delicious food, make me laugh until I cry, have nap dates, have a movie marathon and love me unconditionally.

I'm looking for someone to build a relationship with. I'm looking to grow as a person with you. I'm not looking for someone to just hook up with. I'm looking for someone who has the potential to be my boyfriend. Besides, everyone is looking for someone to be their Chuck to their Blair.