Hello there,
It’s me, Rachel, as you probably already know. In my last relationship before you I got my heart completely broken, so please bare with me. Our relationship is a fresh new start for me. Obviously, my ex-boyfriend wasn’t the one for me and that’s why that relationship ended and yours and I’s begun. When I first met you, it was so much different than what I was used to, and I mean that in the best way possible. As we continued to talk and got to know each other more, I began to realize that you were perfect for me. You and I have so much in common; we laugh at everything and joke around so much and to me, that is what makes our relationship so amazing. As the days go by, I realize that I am so much happier with you. I have never been happier before in my entire life and I can’t thank you enough for that.
There’s also something that I would like to tell you, from having my heartbroken I have become more insecure and I worry about everything. It’s not you; it’s me. But with that being said, I don’t want you to think that I don’t trust you because I do, one hundred percent. Sometimes I may get a little crazy, laugh for hours or even cry but you have put up with it all and that is what makes you so amazing. I am so thankful for you and the love that you have for me; I am so thankful that you are mine and that I get to figure out life with you in it. I will always do my best for you because I am a people pleaser and I will never give up on making you smile, I will also bend over backwards to give you whatever you want, just promise me you won’t take advantage of that. I expect you to be the kind of man who will wait for me. I hope you find patience in the moments when I cannot decide on what I want for dinner, and I hope that you don't yell when I get the directions to any place we are going wrong.
I hope that you enjoy listening to me talk without interrupting me. Most importantly, I hope you let me say "no" without any explanation as to why I said it. When I cannot find words which yes I know is very rare for me, but it does happen occasionally, please do not force them out of me. The most important things are the hardest to say. Your patience is much appreciated far more than you know, and I will find comfort in your presence alone. But beyond all of that, please be honest with me, about everything, even if it hurts us both because I would so much rather have your truth than your lies. And with everything, know that I love you, with all of my heart.
Thank you for being everything to me and being absolutely perfect.
Love,
Rach
