Y'all are already fifteen and almost nine. Where have the years gone? I remember the day that I found out that I wasn't going to have a little sister, not once, but twice. I remember the day that both of you were born. It seems like just yesterday I was walking around the house with both of you, pretending to be your mom. I'm sorry that you got to grow up having me as your second mom, but I wouldn't change it for the world.

Being away at school the past three and a half years has been hard. I have missed out on so many important milestones and memories. I've missed the kindergarten celebrations and the middle school drama. I've missed you losing your first tooth and seeing your first heartbreak.

Bryce,

You're growing up into a handsome young man, and I'm so proud of you. You are such a talented football player, and you give God all of the glory in everything you do. We never got along when we were younger, but over the last few years, you have become my best friend. Thank you for being my secret keeper and my voice of reason. Thank you for always knowing how to make me laugh. I'm so thankful that I've gotten to watch you grow up, and I know you will do great things. Mom always told us that one day, we would learn to love and appreciate each other, and we always thought she was crazy. We still have our moments of fighting like cats and dogs, but I would be so lost without you as my brother. Continue to chase your dreams, and don't be in such a hurry to grow up.

Brady,

You bring so much life and laughter into our family. You were the surprise that we never knew we needed, but I'm so thankful that God knew we needed you. You are such a strong willed boy, and you are so much more stubborn than I could ever imagine being. God has big plans for your stubbornness, though. Thank you for being a ball of fire and for always knowing exactly what to say to make the bad days better. Thank you for your endless cuddles, even when I tell you that I don't want to cuddle. You're going to do huge things in the future. Don't ever give up, and don't let anyone stand in your way.

I love you both more than you will ever know. I'm so thankful that God chose me to be your big sister and that I get the privilege of watching both of you grow up to be who God has called you to be. I know it's hard on you when I'm three hours away from home, but I'll be home before you know it. Stay strong and soak in every moment of being carefree. I miss you so much and I'll see you both soon!