Dear Future Husband (or Wife),
I've been thinking about you a lot lately and can't help but wonder if we have already met. If we haven't met yet, when will we? Are you wondering the same thing right now? I think I'm writing this because many people around me are getting engaged, and sometimes I really don't believe my time will come. Who knows, maybe you are feeling the same way. Maybe you're sitting at home, or in your dorm, or where ever wondering who I am or if you have met me.
First off, I want to apologize. I have done some not so great things in my life while waiting for you to show up. I don't necessarily regret the things I have done in my life, but I hope those things don't make you think badly of me. Despite what I have done in the past, I will love you endlessly and I will make sure you wake up everyday knowing that. I hope you can put my past to rest, I hope you tell me that I am not who I used to be. And I hope that when you say this, I believe you. I hope I can do the same for you.I hope that I can help you overcome your past. I hope I can help you open up, because you deserve that.
When you fall for me, you might think I am perfect, but I can promise you that I am not. I hope you will love and care for me anyway though. I live in the past most days, I eat a lot of junk food, I am moody, I cry a lot, I have a lot of self doubt, and I am pretty stubborn most days. I am not perfect, but I am funny and kind. I care about people and what is happening in their lives. I might not be perfect, but I am a good person and I will treat you better than you've ever been treated.
I cannot wait to go on adventures with you. Even if those adventures are just late night Steak N' Shake runs or random trips to Walmart. I am so ready to meet you, if I haven't met you yet. I am sure we will be a great couple, even if we fight and get on each others nerves. I am sure we will be able to get through that and whatever else life throws our way. I promise you, I will care for you and our little family with every fiber of my being. You will never have to worry about anything because I don't give up easily.
I already love you, and when we finally meet I hope that I instantly know you're the one. I hope that when I look into your eyes I am able to see a bright future. You are everything. Some days I will forget to tell you that, sometimes I won't try very hard and other times I will try a lot. No matter what I do though, I hope I never make you feel unwanted. If I ever do, I am sorry. I will always strive to do better.
Love Always,
Your Future Wife
