All I can say is thank you. You showed me that I was weak. You showed me that I needed to better myself. You treated me so badly and I still stayed. You'd go out and do whatever you wanted to do, then show me the minimum amount of affection just when you "had time". You took advantage of the fact that I don't like to fight. You knew you could do or say whatever you wanted and I'd never leave because I just didn't want to fight.

All the nights I spent crying over you because you hurt me and we both knew that you didn't care. You never cared. All the ignored phone calls and texts that proved to everyone you didn't care and just made me look like a fool. You lied to me so many times. You'd go 11+ hours not talking to me because you got mad at someone else and had nothing to do with me. I blamed myself for everything and took the fault for everything and you allowed me to do that. You never made me feel better or reassured me that things weren't my fault or that everything was going to be ok.

One day I finally had a enough and built up enough courage to break up with you and that was the best decision I ever made. I gained so much confidence in myself. I ended up falling in love with someone I can be myself with and not worry about what they're doing or if we are going to fight just because I disagreed with one little thing. You begged time and time again to have me back. All of a sudden you started to be so sweet and promise me the world, but why couldn't you do that when we were together? Then you started to call me beautiful. Then you started to say how sorry you were.

Fast forward a year and 4 months later, you sent me an essay through text saying how much you miss me and how much I mean to you. You went on to say that you still "love" me (which for the record I don't think you ever did) and said how our relationship was perfect; it was everything you wanted. Our relationship was far from perfect. It was toxic. You just like the fact that I let everything slide and you could continue to be immature. Not to mention, you have a girlfriend who has a ring on her finger. I really hope you don't treat her the way you treated me because no one deserves that.