Short Poem: Why Did You Do Me So Wrong?

Short Poem: Why Did You Do Me So Wrong?

For you, tearing my heart took as little effort as tearing a piece of paper in half.

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You used to care, and you used to tell me how happy I made you.

When this rollercoaster of a relationship started, we were on top of the world,

with nothing but each other's laughter to keep us company on the ride.

Your touch so tender, so loving.

I felt safe.

I finally felt happy- the days of lonesome nights and anxious thoughts seemed to fade away into thin air.

You were the company I've been craving for years.

To me, you were my king, unfortunately, I was not your queen.


Weeks passed and you no longer told me how happy I made you.

You never called me 'beautiful' anymore, and instead only called me when you needed something.

I became your personal assistant- at your disposal- doing anything and everything for you, and nothing for me.

I began to convince myself that I was not becoming depressed,

I was just sad that you didn't care to spend as much time with me as you did with other women and your favorite beer bottle.

And If I'd asked you to chose between me and the beer, you would have chosen the beer.

After all, it seemed to make you happier than I ever could.


The distance became unbearable,

knowing I was the second, third, and even fourth choice.

Never the first.

How I wish you ended your games sooner- saved me the heartache and the tears.

Every time you almost "drunk kissed" another girl I found myself asking why I wasn't good enough.

Every time you refused to hold my hand I pretended it didn't hurt.

Well, it hurt. You made my life into a field of pain.

I hope you're happy.


You used me as a pawn in your game of chaos.

Didn't care for my feelings, or how your actions affected me.

You tore my heart,

into pieces I cannot begin to count.

Then you left, without much explanation,

To move on with your life while I stayed drowning in mine.

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To The Girl Who Isn't Graduating On Time, It Won't Feel Any Less Amazing When You Do

Graduating is something to be proud of no matter how long it takes you.

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To the girl who isn't graduating college "on time,"

I promise, you will get there eventually, and you will walk across that graduation stage with the biggest smile on your face.

You may have a different journey than the people you grew up with, and that is OKAY. You may have some twists and turns along the way, a few too many major changes, a life change, you may have taken most of a semester off to try to figure your life out, and you're doing the best you can.

Your family and your friends don't think less of you or your accomplishments, they are proud of your determination to get your degree.

They are proud of the woman you are becoming. They don't think of you as a failure or as someone any less awesome than you are. You're getting your degree, you're making moves towards your dreams and the life that you have always wanted, so please stop beating yourself up while you see people graduating college on time and getting a job or buying a car.

Your time will come, you just keep doing what you need to do in order to get on that graduation stage.

Your path is set out for you, and you will get there with time but also with patience. The place you're at right now is where you are supposed to be. You are going to thrive and you are going to be the best version of you when you graduate and start looking for a company that you will be proud to work for. Don't look on social media and feel less than, because at least you're still working towards your degree that you are finally passionate about. You will be prepared. You will be ready once the time comes and you cross the stage, move away, and start your journey in whatever field you're going into.

Don't question yourself, and be confident in your abilities.

With love,

A girl who isn't graduating on time

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A series telling the true experiences of modern day college students.

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Everyone tells you to prepare for the best years of your life.

They tell you to prepare for all of the new challenges and new opportunities.

They say that you will meet your future people in college.

What they don't tell you is how much it will hurt.

Seeing old friends disappear because you are no longer home.

Watching your grades fall because the class is too difficult to pass.

Hearing and witnessing your family struggle and you aren't able to be with them.

Seeing all of the adventures that others are going on while you are stuck in your dorm room with the same stack of papers you have been trying to finish for three days now.

They don't tell you how difficult the transition will be.

They especially don't tell you how hard it is to live with someone.

The best of friends can live together and then grow to hate each other.

Complete strangers will move in and never speak.

You'll find friends that are simply just your "writing friend" or "band friend".

Many of the labels from high school can sometimes stick around.

If you're not out drinking or clubbing, then people think you don't have a life.

College is great, but don't think that it will be easy.

You have to make things easy in order for things to happen.

You can't just go around doing whatever and expect things to work out.

It takes time and it takes commitment to succeed in life, and in college.

The best way to deal with it all, find someone!

Find someone that you can get coffee with and watch sports with.

Find someone to eat dinner and lunch with.

Find someone to study religion and math before the next test.

Find someone!

Find your someone, a friend or someone special, to help you make it through everything that life throws at you.

If I had that someone I might have been better off my first year.

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