You’re electric. You have this energy about you that makes the old feel like new and the dark turn to light. You are an amazing person. From the minute I met you I felt so comfortable and felt this interest in you I couldn’t explain. I viewed you like a piece of art. Admiring from far away, head full of thought, heart full of hope. I thought, “This was the chance” to make you mine. In time we developed a friendship and a bond I could not explain. There were days I would cry on your shoulder and you would just hold me for the time being. You were there when the waves were the roughest, just when the light bulb almost burned out. But you sat there and talked me through everything saying, “the world needs you, I need you.”
And you saved me for one more day. One more day to be in your arms, and feel safe, as if all the horrible things disappear as long as I am with you. It was true. When I was with you I did not feel pain, or sick, or unhappy. I felt so content and loved that my heart fell to my stomach and I couldn’t conceive anything. You asked me to be your girlfriend and the first thing I said was “Are you sure?” I couldn’t believe after all you have seen and heard and saw me go through you decided to stick around.
That was the first moment I known I had loved you. From that moment on we were a force unbreakable. There was no where near anyone like you I have ever met. So full of hope and love, and so positive. You changed my perspective on so many things. You introduced me to a better version of myself. I am more patent, and kind, and understanding. You brought out the best in me and were my support system for the last year. I can never explain how grateful I am to have you. You look at me like I am the best thing in the world. Your eyes light up when you look at me. I feel so loved.
When I look at you I feel nothing but love and see the future. I love looking at you when you’re talking about something you love, because you have this smile on your face, your eyes get big, and you have this passion. Some people impact you in ways you can never explain or understand, and you are one of those people. We have been through the worst and the best and still continue to learn, love and grow. I Love to look back on our memories and our time together and cannot conceive how blessed I am to have found a guy like you. Thanks for being my rock to lean on, shoulder to cry on, my therapist, my best friend, my love, my world. I do not think I could of made it without you. You give me the strength and hope to last a lifetime. I love you.
