On Thursday, February 11th, Shonda Rhimes lovers everywhere got an early Valentine's Day present: the midseason premiere of "Grey's Anatomy." After the release of the teaser, we were all more than anxious to see what happens to Meredith--not that we are all surprised that she went through yet another near-death experience (they didn't call it Seattle Grace Mercy Death for nothing). So while indulging in a glorious Chipotle bowl with a huge glass of water, I waited for the highly anticipated premier hand at the ready to tell you exactly what I was thinking during last night's episode --and here they are.

1. OK, here we go.

2. OK cool, accident-perfect timing.

3. Yup, let's leave the car with all the windows open! Good idea!

4. Uh oh. We know who he is...

5. *Waiting*

6. Jesus!

7. Of course she's in the one enclosed room in the ER.

8. So is Meredith gonna die and is this going to be the last episode ever?

9. Really, you're just laying there!

10. You can't move at all??

11. What the hell happened??

12. Only the 100th time Meredith has almost died.

13. Oh, Alex!

14. Please flash to Derek, please!!

15. She has really pretty eyes.

16. C'mon, show me Derek!

17. What are you doing? Why are you making that noise?? Stop!!

18. Please die and show Derek.

19. Sorry to everyone else who is dying, all the doctors have to be with Meredith right now.

20. Aw, Karev!

21. You're right, she can't hear you, duh!!

22. Karev, God.

23. Amelia, pull it together.

24. No! Do not pop her jaw open, for the love of God!

25. OMG!

26. Why is everyone smiling??

27. Like, so happy you almost died Mer!

28. Show Derek!!!!!!

29. Not your best look, Meredith.

30. Yeah, she really wants to see the woman that killed Derek, right?

31. Is she getting worse..or??

32. This feels like "American Horror Story."

33. At least bring back Christina; I feel like a near-death experience warrants that.

34. Wait, did Alex and Jo get engaged?? What was her answer???

35. I hate bright lights too, Mer. Don't worry.

36. She still can't hear you! Maybe you should fix that.

37. Oh, she's gonna kill you Derek-killer.

38. Where are your children? I feel like they've been MIA for like years.

39. You are a pretty ugly crier, you should just not.

40. OMG we can hear YAS!

41. Why are you guys getting so cuddly?

42. Bye Derek-killer!

43. Can't talk, still sassy.

44. Meredith's ready for the gossip.

45. Oh hey, Arizona. Long time no see!

46. There are your kids! They're still alive!

47. Wait, she has three??

48. Yeah, they're terrified of you scary lady! Stop smiling!

49. Zola's like, who are you again?

50. What are you doing? Stop that!

51. Don't cut that! Stop it!

52. Derek-killer is angry....

53. Yeah, Derek-killer has some balls! When did that happen? Whoop whoop!

54. Logical. Let's just throw things.

55. God, Meredith doesn't look so happy.

56. Then again, when does she?

57. It's been 30 days? What?!

58. Walking and talking, now damn.

59. I feel like a lot more traumatic things have happened here, and she never did this before a bomb went off.

60. Alex, though.

61. "Post-it-Note on the wall loves you." God, I think I just died.

62. YES! Go be with Jo.

63. If she doesn't answer him, I'm gonna be pissed.

64. Of course we are left with another cliff-hanger. Can't wait for next week!