She's the type of girl you meet when you're too young. When you don't exactly know what you want in life, but you do know that it's nice to have someone around to talk to, or to take the edge off of life. You're not sure whether or not you want to spend your life with her, but you tell her you do anyway because you know that's what she wants, and you don't want to hurt her.
She's the type of girl who bends over backwards for you. She does anything for you, and is there for you at the drop of a hat. She's always just a phone call or a text away, and you know she'd give her left arm just to see you happy. You are her only focus in life, and you take full advantage of her and her devotion without ever realizing it. By the time you do, it's too far into the relationship to change your ways.
She's the type of girl your mother would want you to marry. She's kind, down to earth, and she's got a big heart. She loves your family, and they treat her like one of their own. She's friendly, and makes conversation with your grandma, and goes shopping with your cousins. They take her in, tell you how great she is, and constantly ask about her whenever she isn't around.
She's the type of girl you let get away. You let her go, you treated her badly, and you broke her heart when you promised her a million times you never would. But that's your own fault. You hurt the one person in the world that would never dream of letting you down, or intentionally breaking your heart. She was a good person, a fierce woman, and she was stubborn -- everything you had ever wanted in a relationship. She challenged you, she supported you, and she pushed you to be the best person you could be, because that was the person she saw you as. She never lied, or cheated, or went out of her way to make you feel like you weren't worthy of the world, because she thought you were worth so much more than that. You messed that up, and you threw it all away because you didn't know what it was you needed or wanted, and you made her feel like it was her fault.
You may be happy with your life now, but one day you'll realize what you did, and how you hurt the the type of girl you should've been with, the one you should've loved for the rest of your life, and now you've lost her forever.
And for that, I feel sorry for you.
