1. For four years
in highschool
I stood with my butt
and boobs pushed out
so instead of my spine
looking like an S
it Looked like a C???
(maybe not actually a C
but I think that's the closest letter
I can relate the shape of my spine to)
I did this because I thought
that is how girls were supposed to stand
(I was Pretty, but I wasn't that pretty
and I desperately wanted Boys to like me)
My lower back still aches
2. Steve Irwin is still alive
3. Dogs love trust me because
they can sense
I have never killed a dog
4. My "fear of intimacy"
stems from my 12 y/o heartache
(lol ok not my theory,
my therapist's theory. I also
do not believe this theory
but included it for Anecdotal
purposes)
I think this is an insanely problematic thing to tell someone???
I need a new therapist
5. Eating kale regularly
and enjoying it
doesn't necessarily
make me a better person than u
but it also Doesn't Not
6. If I focus hard enough
you will materialize
in the middle of my painting studio
(I just haven't focused
hard enough yet)
7.
