Okay so short intro:

So I go to school 120 miles from my boyfriend and let's just say that shit ain't easy.

I can't expect any single girls to understand this - but girls in a relationship definitely will.

Ladies, have you ever got a text from your boyfriend saying he's out with a group of people and you aren't one of them that is there?

Well, if you have, I'm assuming you know where my frustration comes from.

Don't get me wrong knowing that your boyfriend is having a good time is great and perfectly acceptable. You want him to have a life without you, but in all honesty you want to have more fun then him.

Now let me go into further detail:

If he's at this party

You want to be at this party

If he's hanging out with one girl

You want to hang out with not just one guy, but multiple

If his snapchat is 20 seconds long

You want yours to be 30 seconds long

Pretty much, you want to do what you want, when you want, and with who you want, while your BF sits at home and wonders about you because you are a "hypocritical, crazy girlfriend" - just like me. It probably drives you insane, even though its not really fair.

Bottom line you want to be needed by your boyfriend. Seeing him having the time of his life without you present is never comforting. We all want to have fun when we're young and you don't want anything less for your other half: But you simply can't help this feeling.

So I want to let every other crazy psycho girlfriend know that

you're not alone.