The first date back after a heart break or a major let down is always hard to do. I've recently been discovering no one should have the power to hold me back; even if I have to to have 800 first dates before I have my last first date, eventually I'll get there, and so will you. Here are a few things that recently went through my head before a first date.

1. Do I really want to start all this again?

Is it worth the risk of having to start all over again, just to be hurt in the end?

2. What is the point?

They probably won't like me anyways.

3. This will probably end in flames too.

They always do. It's what I'm good at.

4. He is way hotter than my Ex, right?

"Hey! Look at this picture?! UPPPPGRADE right?!

5. What do I even wear to a first date?

I've emptied my entire closet, every drawer in my room, and my roommates closet, and yet I have NOTHING on my body. I have nothing to wear.

6. Do these shoes look okay?

I've settled for a t-shirt dress, heels are too dressy, sandals show I haven't painted my toes, and boots are too casual.

7. CRAP! I actually have to shave...

I normally just wear leggings and hide my body....

8. I should probably do my hair....and make up...

I don't even know when the last time I washed my hair was, let alone actually put make up on.

9. What if we have nothing to talk about?!

There's always the possibility of a completely awkward disaster.

10. I probably should order a salad... But I want a burger.

If I am being real, I know I'm a girl, but I more than likely can out eat you. I eat my feelings, my love for food has never failed me like men have.

11. What if there's lettuce in my teeth?

I knew I should have got a burger.

12. What if I have a booger?

I probably have a booger.

13. He is going to hate me.

14. Should I hug him?

Okay, bye? See ya later bro? I'm sorry I don't know how this works.

15. Wait... that was actually nice, can we do that again?

I over think everything, that was surprisingly amazing, I can't wait to do it again.