Despite the wonderful, blissful aspects of the medical field, there will always be significant obstacles that will alter one’s perspective as a science major in college. I, for one, believe it is a curse yet a blessing. This is no "Grey’s Anatomy" but one could only imagine it so. From practicing proper bedside etiquette to observing your first surgical procedure, it is a life-long process. It is overwhelming and stressful to prepare one’s mentality in order to protect and save a human life. It is a gracious responsibility for someone to leave their life in your hands.
As a college student, there are times where giving up may seem justifiable; however, consider the reward at the end of the race. Who wouldn’t want to experience an unbelievably joyous occasion with a complete stranger after successfully adhering to their medical needs? It is a talent; a treasure to be praised in such a way. Sharing a sentimental moment with a patient after relieving their pain and suffering or by simply, changing their bed sheets, is what I long for. Despite the negative connotation and fear instilled into others from horror films, a hospital is my second home. The bland and monochromatic walls attract my attention. The environment itself depicts vulnerability, empathy, and humility. Being an experienced volunteer at Robert Wood Johnson Hospital for over three years has molded my mind to expect the unexpected. Surgeons, nurses, doctors, and patient care technicians (PCTs) have taught me the basics to a difficult occupation. I was lucky enough to learn from the experts, one-on-one.
There are nights where I think to myself, “Will I be able to do this?” I never say no. There is an inner motivation trait that will not stop me from chasing and achieving my goals. Why accept a B when you know very well that you can achieve an A? You must prepare and strengthen your mentality for the inevitable, the unforgivable, and the prolonged commitment that awaits you. I want to be the nurse who welcomes you to your room and monitors your progress day and night. I want to be the physician who documents and administers your health. I want to be the surgeon beside you, who does not give up, even when the risks appear. I wish to be all that is achievable in Medicine, but one can only wander so far.
It does not matter what your major is, college is no walk in the park for anyone. Science majors just have an extra load of work. Why? Well, once we graduate Med School, we are in charge of millions of lives. We are your everyday superheroes. Right now, it may seem as if becoming a part of the medical field is impossible and you want to die from the stress. But, there is no giving up. Think about the beauty behind the medicine. Think about the genuine gratitude you will hear from patients; some may not be able to put it into words. Let that be you. Become the nurse, doctor, surgeon, or whoever, to leave a patient speechless. Always think ahead of your potential. Let your downfalls strive you to push even harder towards your goals. Where is your determination? Your mindset? Your self-assurance? Sometimes, you will put up a vigorous fight and you will lose. We are all human, it is a part of our growth. What truly matters is what you do after that loss; do not let your failures define the rest of your life. Let your hard work speak for itself. Keep your eyes on the prize. Go ahead and earn that degree. Make yourself proud.
I am not just a Science major. I wish to become your doctor in the future, so, giving up will never be an option.
