Dear you,

I don't remember when I first met you, but I do remember every emotion that you made me feel. I wasn't sure if I wanted a relationship, but you swept me off of my feet. I loved you. Everything was so good. You were my best friend.

Then things changed. You only talked to me when you wanted something from me. And I was so giving. I bought you so much, I didn't mind because I loved you. Then I realized I was being used and that is a shitty feeling.

Instead of completely cutting off contact from one another after we broke up we continued to use each other for company and it made me feel like you still wanted to be with me. Anytime I'd have doubt or my friends would tell me that I was wrong I'd push it to the side and ignore it.

When you decided you wanted to date a new girl, it broke me. I wanted to cry. My stomach ached and I felt like I was going to throw up. When it didn't work out you were back in my life.

I've slowly tried to get you out of my life and my heart. I realized I finally had when I heard you had a girlfriend and it didn't even phase me.

I stopped being weak enough for you to manipulate, I stopped needing you for my own happiness, and that is the greatest gift I have ever given myself. I refuse to be the girl that cries over you, that's someone else's job now. I'm now stronger than you're ever going to be.

Thank you for showing me what love is not. Thank you for forcing me to learn how to be alone. I've been alone for a couple of years now and I'm the happiest I've ever been. Thank you for making me find myself. Thank you for teaching me that I don't deserve to be treated the way you treated me.

I hope that someday you'll be as strong as I've become. I won't say I hate you because that's too much energy that I don't have to give. I do hope you have a great life, without me though.

From,

Me