You know me better than anyone else, so you know that one of my biggest downfalls is impatience. I have been pining for the "right" guy for so long. Relationship after relationship, I have wondered what was wrong with me. After so many failures, I began to think I was the problem. I would pray every day asking you to send me "the one," and it seemed as if it just wasn't ever going to happen.
But that's where patience comes in. I understand now. All of those heartbreaks, wasted time, failures, etc., were all for a purpose. You were preparing me, making me stronger, wiser, and a better person.
I had to learn to put others before myself, realize that I deserve respect, and mature to be able to handle what you were sending me: an adult relationship.
You sent him into my life at a time when I truly needed it.
I was flirting with the cliff that plummets to lost hope. I had begun to think that I was just going to be single. But in that moment, I began to focus on myself. And that is what you wanted. And in that unexpected moment, you sent him.
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Now all of it makes sense. If I would have just been patient and taken a step back, I would have seen that everything I went through was all part of the plan. It was all so worth it.
So thank you, God.
Thank you for giving me what I always prayed for.
Thank you for making me wait, and become the person I needed to be first.
Thank you for giving me a love so great that I am still not so sure I deserve it.
Thank you for sticking with me through my impatience, my stubbornness, and my selfishness.
Without your heavenly love, I would have never found mine here on Earth.