I'll admit it. I'm the type of woman that would love to talk to you all day long. I would love to hear about the highs and lows of your day. I would love to win over your attention. Spoil me with attention; I can finance myself.
Yes, I'm that girl. I'm a giver.
Like "oh, you want that?" "Oh, I did this for you because I thought it'd make you happy." "I thought about you earlier, and got you this!" Because it doesn't matter if it's all I have. If it puts a smile on your face and you want it, it's yours now honey. Just want to see that cute smile, ya know?
But how embarrassing is it when you talk so highly about someone who ends up disappointing you in more ways than you possibly could've imagined?
I'm not the type of person to give up on someone easily. Yes, sometimes I get upset, but it's never without reason, and I'll ask you about it. I won't let it sit for days and then bring it up as we fight. Let's talk it out, work it out. I'll never abandon you. I don't leave people with the flick.
That's probably why it hurts so bad when people leave me.
You never apologized for hurting me, but I sure as hell apologized 12+ times for being angry about it.
I literally don't know how to hide when I'm upset. Sure, I won't make a scene, but you can see it allllllllllll over my face.
The most pathetic feeling is when you get in a fight with someone because you expressed what made you upset and instead of apologizing, they find a way to make you feel sorry about it so that you're left regretting bringing it up at all.
They swear they don't want to lose you, yet they don't act like they want to keep you... and we're just supposed to stick around while you "figure it out...?"
Choose people who choose you. Simple as that.
Sometimes the best way to get someone's attention is to stop giving them yours.
Athazagoraphobia is the fear of forgetting, being forgotten, or being replaced. Don't let that fear eat at you. Wait for someone that doesn't even present the opportunity for the thought to cross your mind.
You deserve a cute boy who texts you back, doesn't flirt with other girls behind your back, and never lets you forget how beautiful you are. Don't lower your standards to help a bad situation find a way to work... and eventually not work. Keep your head up and stay true to yourself and you'll find a good one.
