You want him to love you again. You want him to love you the way he did when he kissed you for the first time. You want to hear the words “I love you” come out the way they did the first time he looked at you right in the eyes and actually meant it. You want him to simply just love you again.

There was a time where love was enough for him, where he didn’t have to fight to get those three words out of his mouth. There was a time when loving him was so simple and so much more extraordinary than it is now.

It almost doesn’t make sense, at one time he acted as if you were his world. Where you were first and most important on his list.

It’s almost as if you don’t really know where it all went wrong. One day it seemed as if everything was okay then the next you no longer wake up to a good morning text. It hurts. I know how much it hurts you.

You don’t feel good enough, and you feel like complete crap about yourself.

Your mind wanders all hours of the night wondering if there was another girl. You crave for his love and affection but know you’ll never get it again.

Throughout the week you go out with your girlfriends to keep him off your mind just to find yourself calling him at 2 a.m. It rings and rings then goes right to voicemail.

There’s no doubt that he is getting all those drunken texts and trust me he hears the phone ring.

He knows he has you wrapped around his finger and that’s exactly why he keeps letting you suffer. He knows that he can go weeks, even months without talking to you and knows that as soon as he sends you that one text there is no doubt you’ll answer.

Give up. That isn’t love.

You can feel him slipping away, so let go.