In my personal situation, the answer to this question is without a doubt no. I have gone back and forth on this so many times over the past month and he has done nothing but confuse and hurt more than he already did. Coming to the realization that someone who promised you that they were never going anywhere lied to you is hard.
But what was even harder was coming to the realization that what we shared for over a year was a joke to him. When he saw me in tears over the fact that I would never see his dogs who I fell immensely in love with, he laughed. How is it that someone can so quickly go from being your best friend to the one stabbing you in the chest and twisting the knife? I will never understand that.
He has left me questioning my worth and my entire existence. I feel so used and gross. I wouldn't wish this kind of pain on anyone.
So, no. I would never get back with him. No matter how hard I try, I will never be able to trust him again. He will never again be the sweet guy who I held when he cried, or the sweet guy who would always ask before he laid his head on my chest. I am nothing to him and he could not care less about what he has put me through or how I feel. I don't even know why I am trying so hard to remain friends with him because he really isn't even a good friend to me either. Why do I still want this awful person to continue to be in my life but yet I don't want to date him? I honestly do not have the slightest clue. I guess that's the part I still need to figure out, huh?
