Recommended for you

Start writing a post

Lifestyle

I'm Not The Same Girl I Was A Year Ago

I found my life when I laid it down.

Carissa Sawyer

Jan 02, 2017

Monroe, Louisiana

328

Carissa Sawyer

So much can happen in a year: the good, bad, ugly, and a combination of all three. One of the most resounding statements came from my former high school teacher when he told us, “There are two constants in life: change and death.” As I get older, I realize just how much can change in the blink of an eye.

The girl I was at the beginning of 2016 is not who I am anymore. She was broken and isolated herself from the world in fear. Life gets tough for everyone at some point, and I was coming out of the worst time of mine when this past year started. It took a lot of searching and time for healing for me to decide that I was sick of having a pity party for myself.

There is no greater enemy than yourself. Your thoughts create actions, and your mindset determines what you do with this life. I spent so long crying out to God and feeling abandoned that I never stopped to realize He had never left my side. Allowing Him to take control of my life led to such greater heights that I could never reach without His grace.

Spending a lot of time by yourself teaches you who you truly are — the person that no one else is invited to see. It also teaches you who genuinely cares for you, and how significant those people are. God ended a few friendships over the year and I didn’t understand at the time. Looking back, I am unbelievably blessed to have let those go to make room for the amazing friends I have now. If someone told me this time last year that I would have the beautiful souls in my life who accept me for who I am now, I wouldn’t have believed them.

I’m not saying that my life is perfect or even that I’m happy most days. There have been difficult trials throughout the last two years that didn’t kill me but forced me to be stronger and trust in God with everything I have. He made me brave and showed me how to lead others to Him so everyone may experience the faithfulness of His love.

Before making resolutions for the New Year that are superficial, make a promise to yourself to let go. If it causes you pain, let it go. If it gives you anxiety and fear for the future, let it go. No matter how much it hurts, the past is finished and the future is waiting. Let go and let God; He will make you new and your life will be better for it. I’m not the same girl I was a year ago, and I am so grateful for that.

“The former things are come to pass, and new things do I declare” — Isaiah 42:9

Report this Content

This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.

Entertainment

25 Beatles Lyrics: Your Go-To Guide for Every Situation

The Best Lines from the Fab Four

SUNY Binghamton

48414

Wikipedia Commons

For as long as I can remember, I have been listening to The Beatles. Every year, my mom would appropriately blast “Birthday” on anyone’s birthday. I knew all of the words to “Back In The U.S.S.R” by the time I was 5 (Even though I had no idea what or where the U.S.S.R was). I grew up with John, Paul, George, and Ringo instead Justin, JC, Joey, Chris and Lance (I had to google N*SYNC to remember their names). The highlight of my short life was Paul McCartney in concert twice. I’m not someone to “fangirl” but those days I fangirled hard. The music of The Beatles has gotten me through everything. Their songs have brought me more joy, peace, and comfort. I can listen to them in any situation and find what I need. Here are the best lyrics from The Beatles for every and any occasion.

Keep Reading...Show less

best beatles lyrics

Student Life

Waitlisted for a College Class? Here's What to Do!

Dealing with the inevitable realities of college life.

Smith College

112790

college students waiting in a long line in the hallway

StableDiffusion

Course registration at college can be a big hassle and is almost never talked about. Classes you want to take fill up before you get a chance to register. You might change your mind about a class you want to take and must struggle to find another class to fit in the same time period. You also have to make sure no classes clash by time. Like I said, it's a big hassle.

This semester, I was waitlisted for two classes. Most people in this situation, especially first years, freak out because they don't know what to do. Here is what you should do when this happens.

Keep Reading...Show less

waitlisted

Recommended for you

I'm Not The Same Girl I Was A Year Ago

I found my life when I laid it down.

Subscribe to our Newsletter

The Best Lines from the Fab Four

And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make

The sun is up, the sky is blue, it's beautiful and so are you

Love is old, love is new, love is all, love is you

There's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be

Life is very short, and there's no time for fussing and fighting, my friend

He say, "I know you, you know me", One thing I can tell you is you got to be free

Oh please, say to me, You'll let me be your man. And please say to me, You'll let me hold your hand

It was twenty years ago today, Sgt. Pepper taught the band to play. They've been going in and out of style, but they're guaranteed to raise a smile

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see

Can you hear me? When it rains and shine, it's just a state of mind

Little darling, it's been long cold lonely winter. Little darling, it feels like years since it' s been here. Here comes the sun, Here comes the sun, and I say it's alright

We danced through the night and we held each other tight, and before too long I fell in love with her. Now, I'll never dance with another when I saw her standing there

I love you, I love you, I love you, that's all I want to say

You say you want a revolution. Well you know, we all want to change the world

All the lonely people, where do they all come from. All the lonely people, where do they all belong

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends

Hey Jude, don't make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away. Now it looks as though they're here to stay. Oh, I believe in yesterday

And when the brokenhearted people, living in the world agree, there will be an answer, let it be.

And anytime you feel the pain, Hey Jude, refrain. Don't carry the world upon your shoulders

I'll give you all I got to give if you say you'll love me too. I may not have a lot to give but what I got I'll give to you. I don't care too much for money. Money can't buy me love

All you need is love, love is all you need

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

Blackbird singing in the dead of night, Take these broken wings and learn to fly. All your life, You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Though I know I'll never lose affection, for people and things that went before. I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life, I love you more

Obviously the best superpower.

There have been many lessons learned.

1. The importance of traditions.

2. How to be thankful for family and friends.

3. How to give back.

4. What the word "community" really means.

5. That it isn't about the destination, but the journey.

6. The consequences of making bad choices.

7. To trust people, until you have a reason not to.

8. To be welcoming and accepting of everyone.

9. How to be my own, individual person.

10. How to work for what I want.

11. How to be great at giving directions.

12. How to be humble.

13. To be well-rounded.

14. How to be great at conflict resolution.

15. The beauty of getting outside and exploring.

16. To be prepared for anything.

17. That you don't always have to do it alone.

18. How to be creative.

19. To brush off gossip.

I have never been so thankful to know you.

Dealing with the inevitable realities of college life.

Don't freak out

Email the professor

Attend the first class

Keep attending class

Have a backup plan

Remember that everything works out at the end

Trending Topics

Top Creators

Trending Stories

Best of Lifestyle

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments

Subscribe to our
Newsletter