Dear ...,
I'm sorry. I am sorry that I think this way, that almost everyday I get upset and overthink every word or action that comes from you. I am sorry that I overanalyze and overthink, it's just how I am wired. I know you don't mean it that way or mean it at all but thats what I think you're truly saying. I know you have a lot going on and I know you are busy but so am I. I remember what you told me from yesterday and what you are doing that day, how come you don't remember wha I said? Is it because I am not important enough or do you genuinely just not remember? I feel unimportant. I know that is not what you are trying to do but it happens.
You make me feel special, beautiful, and you love me; I know you do. Just sometimes I feel minimal. I feel as if I am supporting you, in public, 95% of the time and you support me, in public, 75% of time. In private, when you remember of if I remind you, your are supportive and cheer me on but I have to remind you. I shouldn't have to. I know your not the type to talk about our future all the time or show public display of affection and I accept that and love you but sometimes I need it. You show your love and I know you see a future with me but I need you to go the extra mile sometimes.
Our relationship is amazing and full of love. You're the only person I look forward to seeing and talking to everyday. All I want is to be with you and I know you feel the same way. I am not at all saying our relationship is bad but these are the things I think about but struggle to say because I don't want you to feel bad or feel like I am saying our relationship is not good enough for me. It is and you are who I want to be with for the rest of my life. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone and I chose to love you because of every aspect of your being.
You saved me and have been the light in my life for two years. I want twenty years, forty years, and sixty years. I want to be by your side until one of us takes our last breath. I will be by your side for everything, sorry you can't get rid of me. I am and will continue to be your biggest fan just as you are mine. I can't imagine my life without you , I don't want to imagine my life without you.
With Love
