Things have changed.
From the way
I make my coffee in the morning to
The roads I take back home yet
The stillness when
Something reminds me of you
Feels the same.
2 years have passed
I'm a new person
With different
Thoughts and feelings
And for once
I feel like I have my life together,
Only leaving me to wonder
How you would've been today
If you had just decided to stay.
2 years from the day
You came to the realization that
Suffering only led to
One option.
You weren't much of a believer,
Always avoiding the topic yet
I wonder if when you took
That gun to your head
You saw
God.





















