We all have been there before, being scared to approach someone you might like. That person could be very close to you so you don't want to risk everything by putting your feelings on the line. This is one of the first poems I have written, but it covers this subject immensely and is what gave me my push into Poetry: This is about pushing people to go for it because you might regret it if you don't.
A Shy Man's Regret
It wasn't her laugh or even her smile
I love those but something else stood a mile
Her brown eyes, just shimmering in the light
Staring into my soul, oh how my heart took flight
And you know how eyes widen when they see something they love
She sees small perfection while I see her an angel from aboveShe doesn't quite notice, I mean why would she
She could have anyone though I wish it was meI tell myself maybe someday it'll happen
While I lay there waiting too scared to take actionI mean if I'm shy am I really too scared of rejection?
Could I ever change my course in another direction?
And every day these thoughts happen,
More and more sorrow,
Just waiting, hoping, for a better tomorrow
Then comes the months, as well as the years
The prom, the marriage, and of course more tears
She's found another man while I stay alone,
wishing I said something just one thing to make her my own
years later she passes away
Her husband comes to me
reminiscing of a day
"You are really something special"
Least that's what he told meHe explained to me for years he knew
He said her heart was with only you
And now she's gone
Without a trace,
We both stand here as she disappears from time and space,
I crumble down and fall to my knees
Wishing I had taken the chance
Instead of waiting shy with ease
I tell this tale to all I meet
So no one has to, this moment greet
I say to you please don't give up
For a life alone is where no one should be stuck
Slowly I wait
For the next life maybe
Maybe to have a Second Chance...Is it all that crazy?