Lately I have been feeling rather down in the dumps. The other day I decided that the obvious solution was to start writing. I often get this drive to start writing but don't know what to say so I just start typing. The snow had been on my mind a lot, and I was thinking about the excitement of snow days and two-hour delays growing up and how those aren't really necessary anymore in this tele-communicative world.
So I started writing what eventually turned into a rather rough draft of poem which eventually turned into this:
The unmatched energy
Buzzing through the halls
Of students hoping
Tonight there'd be a call.
If you heard there'd be snow
You'd stare at the phone
Hoping tomorrow
You'd get to stay home.
There's nothing quite like it
Waking up to no school
You'd stay in your PJs
Cuddled up like a fool.
You'd make some hot chocolate,
Always too strong
You'd snuggle with Mom
And feel young all day long.
And even if
The school only delayed
Your heart would be joyous
All your woes seemed to fade.
You'd run down the hall
And laugh with your friends
With class half the time
The fun never ends.
I'm grateful to have grown up
When snow days were plentiful
The world seemed without problems
The laughter incredible.
We had no Zoom or
Flexible Instruction
We simply had snow
And no thoughts of self-destruction.
Today kids don't get
The rush that we did
Once we got that phone call
(At least before FID).
When we heard we could spend
A silly little Wednesday
At home in our beds
Or have a little friends day.
Of course just the friends
Who lived in the hood.
We'd build a nice snowman
And name him misunderstood.
Today's kids don't know
Those days that we had
With no cares or concerns
We knew no snow day that was bad.
We are all grown up now
In a world like no other
And sometimes it feels
Like we shouldn't even bother.
But I can't help but wonder
If granted a snow day
This crazy messed up world
Might finally be okay.
It's not the best and could still use some tweaking, and there are definitely some parts that are almost inside jokes that I know most folks won't understand. But ever since I started I've been feeling much better and much more myself.
Since writing it, lovely glimpses of hope and good news have appeared, and I can't help but wonder if the world is being restored. So if you've been feeling off lately, which is totally OK, try and find something that fuels you and can hopefully bring a little bit of light back into your life.