I am not a big poet. Honestly I prefer to write stories over poetry, which I don't know why, maybe because I think writing stories are easier than poetry for me. I easily overthinking stuff like how to write poetry. I can still do it, but I feel like it isn't as good as it could be. Anyways, I have been writing or attempting to write this poem since my own problem happened not very long ago of losing a friend. It has to be my own fault honestly. I could of tried harder to keep myself well, but sometimes you have to let people go.

It's getting harder not easier

I thought it would be easy

You blocked me

And hey it would be easy to forget

But honestly it gets harder

I wish I hated you or even didn't care

But it's hard

It will always be hard to lose someone

A person you bounded with

And cared about

We have friends together

It keeps bringing me down

Because honestly

I still believe

I am going to loss more

It scares me a lot

More than people would understand