As my move-in date approaches, my emotions are changing like crazy. Not even two short months ago, I walked across the stage and finally got that piece of paper that I had been working so hard at for so long; 13 years to be exact. Now, in less than 20 days, I will pack up all of my bags and head to college, where a new beginning awaits me. As difficult as this is for me, I know it is not easy for you either. You have held my hand for 18 years, and now is the time that you are expected to let go and let me find myself. But I want you both to know that I don't expect that; I don't want that. As we both start this difficult journey, here are some things I want you to remember.
First, thank you for raising me. You both have raised me into a strong woman who is not afraid to go get what she wants. Thank you for spoiling me, but not letting me get everything that I want, because you didn't want me to be a brat. Thank you for making me eat all of the dinner on my plate, because that taught me not to take things for granted. Thank you for teaching me how important family is, and that we are the ones that make a house a home, it doesn't matter where we are. Thank you for teaching me how to love, and how to be loved. Thank you for instilling all of my morals in me, and helping me grow into the young woman I am now. I hope that one day I'll be half the parent that you have been to me.
Secondly, I think it's important for you to remember that I'm scared, too. I have no clue what this new chapter will hold for me. I'm moving to a new place with new people and new things. I'm learning new stuff from new professors. All of this in a new dorm and a new environment. All of this is new for me too. I know that you're nervous for me, and I'm nervous for me also. Never forget that I am going to get better educated to better my future and get a better job in the future. You should feel confident that I will make good choices, because you raised me to always think about the consequences of my actions. My grades will always be more important than the football games, although you know I'll be at every single one of them.
Thirdly, I want you to remember that distance has nothing on us. When you leave after dropping me off, I know the car ride home won't be enjoyable at all. Know that I'm in the same boat you are. I will probably cry just as much as you, but it's important for both of us to remember we aren't that far from each other. We aren't saying good-bye, and we will still be able to talk all of the time. Both of you keep telling me that you're going to have no clue what to do without me home, but I know you will find something fun to take up more of your time. We will both do fine.
Lastly, please don't forget to call me. I want to know about the crazy thing you saw today, and I want to know what the crazy girl from work did. Just because I'm getting older doesn't mean I don't want to know these things. Call me and let me know how your date went, because I promise I want to know. I promise to do the same and let you know all about my classes and my new friends. Don't forget to come visit me either. Whether it's for a weekend or just dinner, know that I am looking forward to it more than you are.
I love you both and will miss you so much, and you better never forget it.
Always,
Your Little Girl
