I had to sit by as I watched you
go to bed with the temptress
behind closed doors
I could only imagine
how your bodies tangled together
to find some void
you both needed filled
I get to stand by
as I watch this beautiful disaster
explode like a supernova
because in my heart
I thought kissing your
grass stained lips was
what I wanted
I thought you wanted my mess
not her mess
but that's selfish
to think that I am more special
to think that we could make
a supernova of our own
you always told me
I should think with my head
since my heart is too big





















