First, I want to start off saying thank you for being my friend. Anybody who truly knows me knows that I'm a real funny guy, love to have fun, and always see the brighter side of things, even when times are dark. I also want to thank you for being in my life the way you are now. It's silly to say, but I can't imagine you not in my life after meeting you; it feels like you have been a part of it forever, and we now just started to notice it more. No matter what road lies ahead, I will truly always be there for you.
But, things have become a little bit complicated; inside of me, I see you more as a friend. I see the girl who is blossoming into a beautiful woman, and I want to be a part of that journey. Is that a bad thing? I continuously think what if. Is it wrong that I want to see you wrapped around my arms, as we walk in public, or show you continuous affection, and to go on one of those helpless romantic date nights? Is it okay to evolve our friendship to a relationship? I think about it all the time and the answer I came up with is... no. It's not wrong for me to want these things. I understand your feelings are starting to matriculate more like mine too but don't hold back and be afraid of what you feel.
I completely understand how much you value our friendship. I do as well, but you can't tell me you don't think about what could be either... dealing what you are going through I completely understand the position I am in, but that doesn't mean that I will stop trying. I was always taught if you want something go and get it, and that's what I'm going to do, but with patience. I don't want to rush anything or make things seem forced; that's not my angle nor the game I want to play. When the day comes when we can finally connect together as one, I want it to be ever so smooth.
In the form of penmanship, I write to you a little bit of what I'm feeling on the inside. You already know enough to figure out what could be going on the inside of my mind. Not even 500 words can really get into the complexity of what I am really thinking and feel about what chemically has been changing the way I view you now. But hopefully you will get the full effect of my feelings.
Sincerely yours
-FDA





















