Hey Sissy,

I miss you more than words could ever and will ever describe. Life without you is so hard, and I miss your ray of sunshine in my day every day. It's so hard to not see you every day and tell you how my day was and hear how exciting yours was and how much fun you had at school. I wish I could see you every day and just hear your voice. I want you to know that no matter what, you'll always be my best friend. No matter how many holidays I will be missing in the next years, always know that it's not because of you.

You're the reason I do everything that I do. Whenever I'm about to quit, I always think of you and then I know that I can do it and get through the day. You're the reason I work as hard as I do because I know that you would want me to, and I know that you are my biggest fan. I would never want to let you down. I want you to know that if things are hard, I'm just a phone call away, and I'll make sure I'm right there to help you get through any bad times. Any boy, school, or friend troubles and everything in between. Having you here with me would be ideal because then I wouldn't have to miss you so much, but I know that I have to let you spread your wings and fly, and I won't be the thing that holds you back. I have videos saved on my phone of my most favorite moments with us, and they help on the rough days and they make me smile when I really need it.

Thank you for taking care of Mom and Dad while I'm gone. I know they miss me too, and I know how sappy Mom can get, and you're the best at making them laugh even though I'm supposed to be the funny one. I'm always known to those who don't know us as your sister and that used to bug me because I wasn't my own person, but I'm glad that I now know that having that title is the best possible title known to man and I'm so happy to be known as the person who is your sister, pain in the butt, and very best friend. I don't want you to think that I left you, because I hate seeing you upset and I would never leave you ever. You mean more than the world to me and I miss you so much it hurts. I can't wait to see you graduate high school and see you go on and spread your wings and fly on to your successful life. One day when we are old and crusty, this will all seem like a million miles behind us and for now it's hard, but we'll get through it. You're the light in my day and the shine in my life. Love you more than life and I'll see you soon.

With love,

Mad Mad

P.S. Can't wait for summer