As my freshman year comes to a close, i'm starting to reflect back on not only this year, but also how I was at this time a year ago. There's so much that I wish I could go back and change, but if i could go back, there are certain things I would tell my senior self.
Dear Senior you,
At this current time prom prep is happening. You're going with a group of some of your best friends and some of the greatest people that you will always hold close to your heart. I know that you're more nervous for college than excited because you have no idea what to expect and things didn't exactly happen in the way that you wanted them to. I wish I could tell you that things actually worked out amazingly and that you are going to end up at the place that is best for you. Never take a single moment for granted, with anyone. Spend as much time with your parents and grandparents as you can.
You'll miss them so much, especially being 7 hours away. Yes, you'll still see them sometimes and, talk to them on the phone, but a hug from mom or dad isn't something that you can get this far away from home. Whenever you can't sleep, go outside of your room and see if mom is up, and watch some HGTV. Or the weekends when you aren't busy, go over to dad's house and spend time with him. You are going to change when you go off to college. I wish that I could go back and tell you that it's okay to change. Sometimes things will be a little overwhelming, but you are strong enough to handle it. But for now, enjoy all of the time you have left at home. Enjoy your time with your family and your friends because they will always be there for you when you need them most. Also, this is your last year of dancing everyday, and doing what you love most. Never ever give up and keep pushing for that one trick you have been trying to get. Graduation is actually going to be an emotional time, but take one good look around because the people that you have known since kindergarten are about to go separate ways. A lot is coming in the future, but always remember, take a breather and never forget where you came from.
Sincerely,
An older, more mature, you
