"You Have No Idea How Fast My Heart Races When I Am Around You"
Dear Future Wife and Best Friend,
Whether you are reading this after we are married or reading this as soon as it is posted, I want you to know that I mean every single word. I know in my heart that the feelings I have now for you will only get stronger as our years go on.
At this point, hopefully you know in your heart that I do in fact love you. Personally, I have been cheated on, lied to, and be-little(d) in a relationship. I told myself at such a young age that I would never love again, that I would never trust anyone like that again, and that I would end up alone. I told myself those things because no one our age wanted a relationship. Honestly, sex and drugs were what people wanted. I did not...And neither did you. I also told myself that the next time that I do decide to date, that I will be the last. I don't want to waste my years on this planet waiting around for the right person to come along.
You are amazing and deserve nothing but the best... And I can say already that you deserve more than me. But you chose me and until the day I die, I will do nothing but my best to make sure you are the happiest woman in the world. I have no idea what the future will hold for us, but if I do know one thing, I will love you the same as I do today. For whomever you are, I pray for you daily. From the days you live now to the days that our lives will cross; I can only hope the best for you.
By now you have realized that I am a mamma's boy and that I love my parents. They have taught me a lot. If I had to pick just a few things that they taught me: what a relationship should be like, that a relationship is hard work, the effort it takes from both parts, how to treat a lady, and how rewarding a future is with the one you love. My parents have been together for about twenty-five years at this point and they have worked hard to get to this point. Some days are amazing and easy, while others are difficult and hard. But during the hard times, they still love each other and work through what ever they are going through at that time. I hope that when my you and I have out difficult times that we can look on and move on. My parents growing up made a relationship look so effortless, but as I grew up, I realize the exact opposite. The right relationship takes so much effort because if we are not giving the effort, that means that we don't deserve the effort. I hope you know the endless amount of effort I give to you and how much more you deserve. I look at men/women today and how they treat women. It honestly disgusts me. I was taught chivalry. I will do anything for you. I will tell you the trust on how beautiful you are, I will hold that door open for you, I will protect you, I will give you everything you deserve. I know you are a strong independent woman and do not need anyone do anything for you, and that is why I fell in love with you. But I will do everything I can for you because you deserve nothing less than that. I will provide for you whenever possible and I will give my last breathe on this world to make sure you are healthy and happy.
I know there will be bumps in the road throughout our future and I have no idea what the future holds. But I can honestly say that I am really excited to see.
Love you now and love you then,
Kenneth-
