So you're 26 now. Time flies, huh? It feels like just yesterday when mom, dad and I were seated in the highest seats in the bleachers, cheering when they said your name at you high school graduation, knowing full well you couldn't hear us because we were too far away.
Lots has happened since then. You went to college (at Carnegie Mellon University!!!). It was tough, academically, socially, and emotionally, but you made it. We brought the whole extended family up to Pittsburg to scream when they read out your name. I was so happy because I knew this time, you'd definitely hear us. You worked at a startup for a bit, then got a great job with Intel...and moved all the way across the country.
It was weird knowing the one person I had counted on since day one was leaving. I felt a weird mixture of pride at your accomplishment, and anger that you were so willing to leave me. I know that's not fair, but that's how it felt.
But we've made it work. We call, text, send each other stupid memes, and FaceTime every now and then.
I know you've always been protective of me. We don't have any older brothers so you've been playing the role of older (and younger, at times) sister, older brother, mentor, teacher, friend, and so many more. You have done so much for me. And I never properly thanked you. The love you have for me I immeasurable. It's amazing to take a step back and realize how much you truly care about me. If I hurt, you hurt. If I laugh, you laugh. Everything I do and feel effects you. I never knew that. But I know now.
Well, I want to make sure you know how much I care about you to. I may not have been able to help you with homework (after all, you were doing algebra while I was still learning division). I couldn't drive you to your friends every time you asked. I didn't let you use my money to buy mom and dad gifts. But, here's what I will do for you: I will always be there. No matter what. I know that's not much considering all you've done for me, but it's all I can do for now. No matter what, if you need me, I'll be on the next plane out. I'll spend the rest of my life showing you how grateful I am. I know we'll never be completely even, but I'm going to try.
I am so lucky to have had a sister who was so understanding, loving, and protective (even though I hated your 'that's too short!' comments as I shopped for skirts). I love you so much and I can't wait to go on so many more adventures with you!
P.S. Come pick me up and take me to Cali please and thank you!
