I know I never meant
To you
What you
Meant to me
I know I always
Acted
Pretty weird
Around you
I know we never
Held hands
Or exchanged valentines
Or shared mutual feelings
I know we will always
Be burnt
Sewn
Etched
In the back of my mind
As an
Unopened envelope
An unfulfilled daydream
Unrealized potential
And I’m sorry
That even now
I hold onto what
Never was
Because
For me
Nothing
Ever was