Not My Mistakes

Not My Mistakes

An poem reassuring those who feel confined to their mistakes. You have the absolute power to rise above and acquire the future you set your mind to.


Hey Readers!

I wanted to write something that encouraged those who feel restricted by their mistakes. Every single person on the planet has made them, so always look to what you want to accomplish and smile to the future.

It is also about the people you keep around you: those who provide healthy and genuine relationships will always hold their hand out to help you when you stumble. May this piece, like others I have written, provide solace and motivation in your journey of self. Spread the positivity you find with others and embrace your future lovingly!

She thought about who she was before and what she wanted

It was different now, but the memories, they haunted

Not even so much as before, but she wanted to start anew

Yet when the past seems to speak too loud, it prevents you from doing what you want to do

If she didn't have to deal with that on her own as being enough,

The words of others made it even more tough

It was always bringing up something stupid she did,

'How dumb do you have to be, I mean, really!'

And another chimes in, 'I'm glad to know I wasn't the only one with that feeling.'

The worse is she would be near all of this chatter and tried to laugh to keep from crying

Only to realize that her self-worth was dying

She soon, began to think too little of who she was and what she could do

It was as if a large blanket of doubt wrapped itself stealthily around her,

The darkness consuming out any light she had left

But it only takes one to truly break the doubt free

A woman of her age who'd seen more than there was to see

Her past, worst than her own

But her aura was brighter than any distant sun ever shone

She smiled like there wasn't a care to be had

For the woman watched what others did and knew why she was sad

'I'll say this as many times as necessary, but you are not your past.'

And just like that, the blanket of doubt retracted from sight

As her little bit of space, filled in a bigger light

'What others don't realize is that they too, have a history.

But the joy they take in picking a part another? Now, THAT is a mystery.'

The woman held out her hand, brown and glowing, it's true

'We'll conquer it together because that's what real friends do.'

Her smile, which she hadn't seen in many years, appeared

And her own voice rang out in a boisterous wake,

'Yes, you are absolutely right. For I am not my mistakes.'

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After 'Extremely Wicked' And 'The Stranger Beside Me,' We Now Understand The Criminal Mind Of Ted Bundy

1 hour and 50 minutes, plus 550 pages later.


Netflix recently released a movie in May called "Extremely Wicked, Shockingly Evil, and Vile" (2019), based on the life of Ted Bundy from his girlfriend's viewpoint.

In 1980, an author and former Seattle police officer, Ann Rule, published a book about her experience and personal, close friendship with Ted Bundy, called "The Stranger Beside Me."

These two sources together create an explosion of important information we either skim over or ignore about Ted Bundy. Watching this movie and reading this book can really open your eyes to who Ted Bundy really was. Yeah, there are the confession tapes on Netflix, too, but these other things can really tie it all into one big masterpiece of destruction.

I swear, it will blow your mind in different ways you never thought possible.

In the movie, "Extremely Wicked", Zac Efron stars as the infamous Ted Bundy, America's most notorious serial killer. He portrayed the murderer who kidnapped, killed, and raped 30 women or more. Personally, he made a great Ted Bundy, mannerisms and all. Lily Collins stars as Ted's girlfriend who was easily manipulated by Ted and believed that he was innocent for years.

The movie is told in the order that Liz, Ted's girlfriend, remembers.

In the book, "The Stranger Beside Me", Ann Rule writes about Ted Bundy, who used to be her old friend. They met while working at a crisis center in the state of Washington and were close ever since. Like Liz, Ann believed he was innocent and that he was incapable of these horrific crimes.

Ted Bundy had made both Liz and Ann fools. He easily manipulated and lied to both women about many things for years, his murders being "one" of them.

Okay, so we all know that Ted Bundy was absolutely guilty as hell and totally murdered those women. 30 women or more. He literally confessed to that, but researchers and authorities believe that number to be way higher.

But... you must know that the movie and the book tell two different stories that lead to the same ending. That's why it's so intriguing.

At one point, I couldn't stop watching the movie. Then, I bought Ann Rule's book and was completely attached to it. I couldn't put it down.

For me, Ted Bundy is interesting to me. Unlike most young girls today, I don't have a thing for him nor do I think he's cute or hot. I know that he used his charm and looks to lure women into his murderous trap. That's why it's so hard to understand why this movie and book created a new generation of women "falling in love" with Ted Bundy.

GROSS: He sodomized women with objects. He bludgeoned women with objects or his own hands. He was a necrophile. Look those up if you have not a clue of what they mean. That could change your mind about your own feelings for Ted Bundy.

After "Extremely Wicked" and "The Stranger Beside Me", I now understand the criminal mind of Ted Bundy. He was insane, but he was also smart, put together, educated, charming, and lots more. That's why I'm so interested in why his brain was the way it was.

The criminal mind is an interesting topic for me anyway, but for Ted Bundy, it was amazing to learn about.

I highly recommend both the movie and the book I quickly read in two weeks! If you want answers, they are there.

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