What is the reason behind your hate? I only ever wanted to help, be there for you because that is what family is for, right? So I thought, then I realized I was alone in this world. Listening to lies day after day, year after year. Every time those words were used “I love you,” it’s a lie. There is no such thing. There is only tolerance. I tolerate you in my life because I have to. When you are pushed on to someone all they can do is tolerate you, but never truly love you.
Why speak to me as if I was a nobody, someone that was off the streets, dirt. Is that how you see me? Do you feel that low about yourself that you have to push everyone else below you? I do not understand. I give up whatever I have when asked, and it doesn’t matter. Did I ask for this? I do not remember asking to be here, in this life. I do not remember asking for the people around me to treat me the way they do. I did not ask for any of it but yet it is somehow my fault. I am treated the way I am because I asked for it, I deserve it.
I see how it is now, and I feel the way I feel. No one needs to lie to me anymore because now I know where I stand.
I stand alone….