I’m only in my freshman year of college, trying to become a secondary English teacher, yet I’ve begun to realize that every one of my students will become one of my kids. I’m not even a real teacher yet, and I’m already feeling this with my Junior Achievement kids. Once a week, I go into a fourth grade classroom and teach them about entrepreneurs; they get so excited to see me, and I’ve only been in the classroom four times. Still, I feel a connection with each one. I want to watch them grow up and succeed in life. I want to make sure they are happy.
One day during my once a week visit, I had extra time left over, and I just let the kids read. I went up to one of the boys and just asked what he was reading. His face lit up like a Christmas tree and since I’m an English nerd, my heart soared. Another day before this, I noticed this same boy sneaking reading his book under his desk. Maybe I should have told him to put it away, but he’s a kid after my own heart; so, pretended I didn’t notice, kept teaching, and let him continue reading. Another girl noticed that I went to the same church as her and I told her that if she sees me, she should come say hi. Before I left that day, she gave me a big hug.
It’s so amazing to be even a small part of their lives. They love to share aspects of their lives with me and know about mine, especially when something I do, did, or know somehow connects to theirs. I know I did the same thing with my teachers too. I wouldn’t be the person I am today without the amazing teachers I had in my life. They’ve been (and still are) my friends, fellow book and art lovers, and mentors.
And, the more I go through life, the more I realize that teachers are just like any caregiver. You got a boo-boo? Teachers always have band aids. You need someone to talk to about something that’s bothering you? Teachers always have an open ear. You need help, including subjects outside their classroom and just life in general? Teachers always have an extra hand and some wise words. Honestly, favorite teachers often have less to do with the content they taught and more to do with how they cared for their students’ as a whole person. I aspire to be a teacher like all of them for my future students, sharing knowledge along with support, empathy, and drive.
I can’t wait to get in the classroom, but don’t throw me in there just yet! I’m not quite ready to start teaching. I still have so much to learn: content-wise and you know, the whole teaching aspect (getting in front of people is a skill I’m constantly working on). But, there is one thing I know: I can’t wait to become every student of mine’s friend, mom, guide, and mentor or in other words, their teacher.
