Lust is My Drug
I’ve been sober for a year now
And I know if I see you again I’ll fall into your trap.
I’ll fall back into my old ways
And everything I’ve accomplished to this point, it will mean nothing at all.
So that’s why I don’t go to the places you go,
See the people you know,
You’ll find your way back into my life.
You’ll tease me and offer yourself to me.
The temptation, is so hard to ignore,
Seduction injects into my veins, it rushes throughout my body
and I’m in ecstasy.
Your lust cradles me in its arms.
One more time, and I know I won’t be able to recover.
The amount of you I used to have won’t be enough anymore.
If I feed my cravings for you,
I’ll overdose and drift slowly to the bottom of the abyss that you created.
All the climbing I’ve done to reach the sunlight,
To feel the warmth that I was denied being stuck with you,
It won’t count and I’ll drown.
I’ll suffocate by the lies to speak and relapse with a kiss.