Not a day goes by when I don't think about you both. You were taken so soon, and God only knows why. But jeez, if he only knew they things I would do to spend one more day with you both. I get mad at myself when I think about how unfair it was that you were both taken just a year and a half apart. It's bittersweet knowing that you're both in a better place when of course I wish you were still here with us.
A lot has happened since I last saw both of you, and I wish you could be here to live through all of it. One of my brothers bought a house, another is getting married, and one is having a child soon. That means you’ll be great grandparents. But you already know all of this, and I know you’re so happy for all of us. I wish you could still be here with your grandchildren and great-grandchildren; I can't wait to tell them all about both of you.
Quite often I find myself watching old home videos just so I can see you guys again. To be honest, videos don't compare but it's nice being able to hear your voices again. You left me with so many memories and lessons that I will cherish forever. Many of the decisions I’ve made recently have been because of your influence on me. You always put family first, and that love you both had for each other could have moved mountains. The lessons and values that you taught me will stay with me forever along with our memories.
I wish you guys could be here to see everything I’ve accomplished already. I know you're watching from above, you've even sent me signs to let me know you're there. I graduated high school, and I'm going to college now. I have a pretty serious boyfriend that I wish you could’ve met. I'm following my heart just like you always told me to do. I know you're mapping out my journey for me up there; I really do have the best guardian angels. I hope I’m making you proud.
Living without you hasn't been easy, but knowing that you're both happy together is enough. I will always love and miss you every day. But until I see you again I will keep you in my heart.
I love you forever and always
