Dear Future Soulmate,
I'm clingy, but I'll never admit it. I'll check my phone every 5 minutes to see if you've replied to something I've drafted numerous times in my head. When you don't answer me back for a long time, I'll think that you've grown tired of me. Yet when you finally respond, it doesn't even matter what you said because the simple act of you responding assures me that you're still mine.
I'm insecure and it isn't your fault at all. When I say something negative about myself, it isn't asking for attention nor is it me wanting you to disagree with me -- its just me being me. I'll possess many faults, and I'm not looking for you to fix them. I think when I finally meet you, I'll be more than accepting of these faults than I am now. All I'm asking is that you accept them with me.
I know I seem to be focusing on the negative things about myself, and it can be quite a bit to take in so I'm going to make a chance of pace.
I will always love you. When we're finally acquainted, and we finally begin to personify the definition of love for one another, I'll never need another definition. I have told myself countless number of times that I would never cheat on someone because I know exactly what that feels like. I'll love you even more than I love myself, and while that may not be much, it is everything I can offer you. I am going to fall in love with the way you lose yourself in the things you love, I'll fall in love with the way your smile dances across your face every time you see me, I'll fall in love with the way your voice fluctuates depending on how you're feeling, I'll fall in love with the way you say my name, and I'll most definitely fall in love with so much more. I'll know everything about you, I'll remember the slightest details about your life, I'll know what you look like when you're upset without you having to say a word, I'll know what you like to drink in the morning, I'll know exactly how long it takes for you to get ready, I'll know the most trivial things about you and the rest I'll learn along the way. I pray that you will be able to do the same as well.
So, to end this letter, which my actual soulmate will read once the time comes, I'd like to say thank you. Thank you for giving me a reason to live again, thank you for proving to me that love really is meant for me, and thank you for being my reason to be alive.
Love,
Your Future Soulmate
"When someone else's happiness is your happiness, that is love."
-Lana Del Ray
